elm (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} chi_of_corpse) wrote,@ 2004-04-25 17:08:00 |
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the day after.
My going-away bbq went swimmingly. circe_magnifica, whalecandy and igniprimum were in attendance. Thank you so much for making it wonderful and memorable. It was held at the wonderland where I'd play James Bond as a child, by myself, of course.
Today, though, I woke in a slight manic-panic. These cycles I'm trying to work through and am beginning to realize the triggers. Por exemplo, when my neurochemistry is altered, the next day I will likely feel lonely and helpless and in an existentialist torture. It's so severely lessened now. I realized I should be alone to work through it. I miss my S.O. horribly right now, but, in a week to three weeks, I will not have the luxury of seeing him and must get used to it.
My going-away bbq went swimmingly. circe_magnifica, whalecandy and igniprimum were in attendance. Thank you so much for making it wonderful and memorable. It was held at the wonderland where I'd play James Bond as a child, by myself, of course.
Today, though, I woke in a slight manic-panic. These cycles I'm trying to work through and am beginning to realize the triggers. Por exemplo, when my neurochemistry is altered, the next day I will likely feel lonely and helpless and in an existentialist torture. It's so severely lessened now. I realized I should be alone to work through it. I miss my S.O. horribly right now, but, in a week to three weeks, I will not have the luxury of seeing him and must get used to it.
